Going Home - Revisited by Swamygliders
Summary: REWRITE Harry has come back to Hogwarts for his second year and something is...off. Harry has tried as hard as he can to keep everything secret and hidden, but people who are watching him know something is wrong. Warning: Mentions of Abuse
Categories: Parental Snape > Guardian Snape, Healer Snape Main Characters: .Snape and Harry (required)
Snape Flavour: Snape Comforts, Snape is Kind, Snape is Loving
Genres: Family, Hurt/Comfort
Media Type: None
Tags: Abuse Recovery
Takes Place: 2nd Year
Warnings: Abusive Dursleys, Emotional Abuse, Neglect, Sexual Abuse
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Completed: No Word count: 256866 Read: 20559 Published: 18 Mar 2023 Updated: 01 Jan 2024
Home by Swamygliders
Harry stood still, a wave of disbelief washing over him as he took in his new home. Its beauty was unparalleled, a striking blend of elegance and warmth that even dwarfed the magnificence of the Diaz residence. His wide eyes wandered around the spacious living room, its walls adorned in delicate shades of tan, tastefully complemented by a pair of cozy couches and a series of inviting chairs. It was an awe-inspiring spectacle, which sparked a curious thought in Harry's mind - could the Headmaster, with his eccentric taste in robes, have possibly lent his touch to this décor? But the notion swiftly passed, dismissed as an improbable fancy.

Harry's attention was suddenly snapped back to reality when he noticed the penetrating gaze of Severus Snape. There was a playful glint dancing in Severus' usually somber eyes. "What do you think?" he asked, his deep baritone voice laced with a layer of amusement.

A rush of heat crept up Harry's cheeks like tendrils of embarrassment, causing him to quickly avert his gaze. "It's really nice, sir," he admitted quietly. His voice barely above a whisper, almost lost amidst the crackling fire in the nearby hearth.

Severus gave a soft chuckle and looped an arm around Harry's thin shoulder. "Hey now, what's with this sir business?" he said, chiding Harry gently.

With his eyes lowered and focused towards the purring kitten cradled lovingly in his arms, Harry could feel his cheeks burning with embarrassment once again. The little black cat, content and undisturbed, continued its rhythmic purring. "Sorry," he managed to utter.

Severus exhaled softly, a slow release of breath that showed his understanding. He was fully aware of the nervous energy radiating from Harry. As if trying to calm the nervous energy, he gently ushered the young wizard towards one of the plush couches that were strategically placed around the room. His hand motioned for Harry to sit down.

Considering the house's impeccable decoration, Severus felt a wave of relief that Albus had exercised far better judgement in this realm than his robe selection. The vivid color explosion of Albus's wardrobe still baffled him. It was almost ironic how Harry, oblivious to his thoughts, had been entertaining a similar conjecture.

Pushing away these musings, Severus turned his attention back to the slightly jittery boy in front of him, his bright eyes brimming with curiosity. "Why don't you get your shoes off and get comfy? Then, we can either continue our house tour or you can rest a bit. What do you say?"

Harry glanced up from the kitten in his arms. The soft, rhythmic purring of the small creature echoed within his chest seeming to pacify his nerves as he asked, "Can we see the rest of the house?"

"Absolutely, Harry," Severus affirmed, his voice carrying a sense of warmth. His eyes held a spark of knowing as he added, "We can even venture out to the gardens if you would like."

The idea sparked an enthusiastic response from Harry, his eyes lighting up as he nodded vigorously. "That would be brilliant!"

The mention of the gardens brought an immediate spark to Harry's eyes. His face lit up like a well-lit Christmas tree as he nodded enthusiastically. "That would be brilliant!" he responded, the words rippling with genuine excitement.

A small, yet perceptible, smile tugged at the corners of Severus's usually stoic mouth. "Good, now let's get those shoes off so you can fully experience the rest of the Manor," he said, the suggestion causing Harry's anticipation to heighten.

Harry gave a curt nod, placing the kitten gently on the floor so that she could explore the grandeur of the house as well. He then bent over, fingers fumbling over the laces of his worn-out shoes. Once he had managed to untie them, he slipped them off.

"Come on then. Would you like to see the downstairs first or do you want to go right to your room?" Severus asked, his tone thoughtful.

Feeling the soft, plush carpet beneath his feet, Harry was momentarily lost in thought. The sensation was alien, yet comforting. He wanted to see the entire house, experience its grandeur and its unique stories. Yet, the allure of his new room, a place he could finally call his own, was just as strong. He found himself torn between the two options.

"Can I leave my room for last?" he asked, hope lacing his words.

A knowing smile crossed Severus's face as he nodded in agreement. He could see the strategy in Harry's request, his desire to save the best for last. It was something he himself had done when he was Harry's age. The familiarity of it all caused his chest to fill with a strange sense of warmth.

Gently, Severus rested a hand on Harry's back, the contact grounding and reassuring. He then began to guide the young wizard towards the heart of the manor - the kitchen - the beginning of their exploratory journey together.

"This is our kitchen," Severus began, gesturing around the room. "We do have a house-elf, but both Albus and I enjoy cooking. You are welcome to grab a snack from the fridge anytime. But before using the stove, please inform either Albus or me. This is also where we'll have our meals. We have a dining room, but it's rather formal for daily use."

Harry's eyes scanned the large, gleaming kitchen. It rivaled the Diaz's in size, but without the chaotic scurry of elves, which made it more inviting.

The tour continued, with Severus guiding Harry through the dining room and into their respective offices. At Albus's office, Severus reminded Harry to respect the Headmaster's privacy. The same rule was laid down for Severus's office.

Finally, they arrived at a large room that stole Harry's breath away. "This," Severus gestured around the vast space, "is the library. You're free to use it anytime, and it's also where you'll meet Pam for your afternoon sessions. I can assure you, it's well stocked with study materials."

The sight was overwhelming; shelves lined with books of all sizes, shapes, and colors. Harry was eager to delve into them, each spine promising a world of knowledge.

"All I ask is you avoid the books on the top shelves. Consider them a sort of restricted section," Severus advised.

Looking up at the towering shelves, Harry nodded. "Are there any fiction books here?"

"No," Severus replied. "But we can certainly visit a bookstore or even the public library down the street."

Harry's eyes lit up, "That would be brilliant!" His new life was off to an exciting start, one filled with promise and possibility.

Severus couldn't help but mirror Harry's excitement, a warmth spreading in his heart at the boy's childlike wonder. Yet, there was still more in store for him. Severus knew all too well about Albus's knack for perceptiveness; his ability to offer the right thing at the right time.

Guiding Harry towards a winding staircase, Severus began to unravel the history of their new home. He shared how this house was the very place Albus had spent his formative years, a mere stone's throw from where Harry's parents had once lived.

At that revelation, Harry's eyes widened. "So we're in Godric's Hollow?" he asked, his small voice echoing through the stairwell.

Severus confirmed with a nod, studying the boy who now stood a few steps above him. "Yes, Harry, we are."

"So, it...it happened just down the street?" Harry's voice was a mere whisper now, laden with the weight of history and untold stories.

Severus, at the top of the stairs, lowered himself to Harry's level, his eyes meeting the boy's. "Yes, it did. Are you ok?"

Harry, his gaze downward, nodded before mustering the courage to ask, "Can...can I see it?"

Exhaling a heavy sigh, Severus looked at Harry, his eyes filled with understanding. "We can go visit the house, but let's get you settled first. I want you to feel at home here, and as soon as you're ready, we can go see it."

Harry agreed, his eyes now finding Severus'. "Okay."

Severus patted Harry's shoulder reassuringly. "Alright, then, let's go see your rooms."

Leading the boy to a light brown door across the hall from his own room, Severus slowly swung the door open. Inside, the room was painted a soothing light blue, with a cream trim. A cozy bed, swathed in deep blue linens, nestled against one wall. But it was the ceiling that held Harry's attention - a charmed replica of the one in the Great Hall. He couldn't believe this was his room, his own personal space.

Within this safe haven, Harry barely noticed as Severus nudged him forward, only to pause again before a majestic oak desk. Atop the desk were his school books, neatly arranged, and beside it stood a tall bookshelf brimming with every fairy tale he'd ever dreamed of reading.

Overwhelmed, Harry reached for the book Severus had been reading to him. Holding the book tightly to his chest, he turned to Severus, tears glistening in his eyes. "This is brilliant!"

Severus moved closer, prying the book from Harry's hold and placing it back on the desk. He pulled Harry into a comforting embrace. "I'm glad you like it, Harry. I have another surprise for you. It was Albus's idea, and I think you'll enjoy it."

With his face buried in Severus's chest, Harry mumbled, "How could anything be better than this?"

Severus allowed a small smile to touch his lips. He could only imagine Harry's reaction to his next surprise. "So, do you want to see your other room?"

Pulling away from Severus, a puzzled expression clouded Harry's face. "I have another room?"

"You do," Severus confirmed, his smile growing wider.

With a hesitant nod, Harry whispered, "Can I see it?"

"Come on, and I'll show you," Severus responded, his heart swelling with anticipation and joy.

Severus gently steered Harry toward another door at the far end of the room, his hand a comforting weight on the boy's thin shoulder. "This, Harry, is your playroom. It's yours to shape and fill as you wish."

As the door creaked open, Harry's eyes widened. He'd thought his bedroom was the most beautiful space he'd ever seen, but this... this was a dreamscape. The walls were a similar gentle blue, adorned with painted trees filled with animated magical creatures. The room echoed with ambient sounds mimicking a rainforest's serenade; the creaking of trees and the gentle chatter of hidden wildlife.

Harry padded across the continuation of the plush carpet, a sea of softness beneath his feet. Shelves laden with toys and games spread across one wall, a pile of puzzles teasing him with their complexity. Memories of completing a puzzle in Pam's office brought a smile to his face.

His gaze roved around the room, alighting on a table encircled with chairs, an inviting space for board games. Yet, there was a corner filled with unfamiliar, odd-looking toys. Curious and puzzled, he turned to his father, his eyes asking the question he couldn't voice.

Severus chuckled. "I suspect you're wondering about those oddities, right?" At Harry's nod, he continued, "Don suggested some physical therapy toys. Most of those are for your hand, to help strengthen your muscles and improve their coordination. Others are designed to enhance your mobility. When Don visits, he'll show you how to use them."

Harry blinked up at Severus, his expression filled with uncertainty. "Physical therapy?"

With a nod and a comforting arm around Harry, Severus tried to ease his confusion. "Yes. You've suffered several broken bones over the years, and this therapy can help strengthen them."

Harry nestled into Severus's side, whispering a soft, "Thank you."

Severus hugged Harry closer, pressing the boy's head against his chest. "You don't have to thank me, Harry. You deserve all this, and more."

For a while, they simply stood in the silence of the room, until Harry pulled back, rubbing at his eyes. "Can...can we see the gardens?"

Severus nodded, a smile on his lips. "Absolutely. But first, change into something more comfortable. Your shoes and a jacket are waiting by the door."

Severus followed Harry back to his bedroom, a soft chuckle escaping him as he spotted a small, black furball curled up on Harry's new bed. "It seems someone approves of your bed."

Harry beamed at the sight of the sleepy kitten, gently stroking her soft fur as she mewled and closed her eyes again.

As soon as Severus had left the room, Harry moved to sit on the edge of the bed, his movements somewhat tentative. Sensing her master's discomfort, the kitten, named Arwen, let out a soft sigh before rising from her cozy spot. She ambled over to Harry, hopping onto his lap. She was acutely aware of his nervousness and knew he needed comfort. Still, she wished he would have waited until after her nap.

Once comfortably nestled on Harry's lap, Arwen began to purr contentedly, allowing Harry to run his fingers through her soft fur.

"I just...I just don't know, Arwen. It...it seems they really want me here," Harry began, his voice a shaky whisper. "I mean, they've done so much for me already...but...but what happens when they realize I'm not worth all this? I know Dad said he would never hurt me, but what about the Headmaster? At school, Dad said all I needed to do was keep my room tidy, but here, will I need to do chores to earn my keep? I mean, at school, they have obligations to look after me, and people are watching...but...but here...it's their home...they can do whatever they want..."

Arwen was jolted out of her drowsy state by Harry's words. Sitting upright, she gave Harry a glare that could rival even Severus's on his worst day.

Harry looked down at the irate kitten, taken aback when he heard a small voice in his mind.

"Look here, human child. I may be small, but I still understand love when I see it. Those two love you with all their hearts and they would never hurt you. So, stop worrying because their eyes tell me they won't," the voice said, surprisingly firm.

Harry turned his gaze to the cat whose glare was softening as she communicated with him. Gently, he reached down to scratch her ears, still feeling uneasy. "...But...but how do you know that?" he asked, desperation tingeing his words.

With a swift motion, Arwen shook off Harry's hand. She then leaned forward, butting the boy gently in the stomach with her soft head. "I just know, child. You'll have to trust me," she relayed, her voice full of certainty.

Harry nodded, feeling somewhat better. While his fears still lingered, Arwen's reassuring words served to alleviate some of his unease.

"Thank you, Arwen," he said, gratitude seeping into his voice.

"You're welcome, you silly human," Arwen retorted, her tone playful yet affectionate. "Now, get changed and meet your daddy so he can show you around outside. I must say, there are many tasty mice out there. If you can, catch one for me; they look delectably juicy."

Harry shuddered slightly at Arwen's graphic description of the mice, but nonetheless, he gently picked her up and placed her back down on the bed.

"I can't promise anything," he said, a hint of a smile playing at the corners of his mouth, "but I'll ask Daddy if he could catch one for you."

Harry then turned back around to look at the now loudly purring kitten who was busily kneading the plush blanket of the bed. "Thank you, young one."

His brow furrowed as he asked, "Why do you keep calling me young or child when you are younger than me?"

As Harry settled back onto his bed, the petite kitten raised her head, her eyes meeting his. Her gaze held a worldliness that belied her tiny frame. "In years, I may be younger," she began, her voice wisps of thoughts in his head, "but kneazles learn rapidly. We only have ten weeks to gather wisdom from our parents, whereas your kind have years."

A sense of comprehension dawned in Harry's eyes. He offered the kitten a soft nod, acknowledging the unique perspective the creature held.

Allowing the small feline to rest, Harry pivoted back to the task at hand. His clothes had been neatly arranged in a cabinet, courtesy of a house elf's efficient work. In a smooth, practiced motion, he changed into a fresh set of clothes, discarding the worn-out ones into a hamper. He was meticulous about organizing his belongings, a habit born out of necessity.

Once he was dressed, Harry returned to the bed, his gaze settling on the slumberous kneazle. Her eyes were half-lidded as she peered at him, her body sprawled in utter relaxation. "Would you like to join us in the gardens?" Harry asked softly.

The kitten responded with a prolonged yawn, her mouth opening wide before settling back into a comfortable position. Her eyes fluttered closed, indicating her preference for a nap over a garden adventure.

Harry chuckled lightly, gently stroking the soft fur atop her head. "Alright then, I'll see you later." With those parting words, he exited the room, carefully leaving the door ajar for Arwen's convenience. His footfalls echoed subtly in the hallways as he made his way downstairs.

Midway, his gaze met Severus's, who was comfortably lounged on a couch, a fond smile playing on his lips. "Did you find everything?" Severus queried, his tone light.

Harry responded with a nod, continuing his descent until he stood before Severus. The older man had risen to his feet, his towering height a stark contrast to Harry's petite stature.

"Excellent," Severus commented, his eyes twinkling in mild amusement. "Let's get you suited up for our garden tour. Some plants in the garden are poisonous, and I wouldn't want you inadvertently handling them."

Harry nodded his understanding as Severus led him towards a side door. Neatly arranged were Harry's shoes and a warm coat, waiting to be worn. Harry bent down, his fingers deftly lacing up his shoes. Once his shoes were securely fastened, Severus handed him the coat. Ensuring the boy was suitably dressed for the weather, Severus opened the door, guiding Harry out into the crisp evening air.

Harry's breath hitched as he took in the grandeur of the expansive landscape spread before him. A vast field stretched as far as his eyes could see, perfect for broomstick adventures. The thought of inviting Ron over sparked a thrill within him.

Drawn out of his reverie by the sight of the three resplendent greenhouses nearby, Harry marveled at the plethora of flowers and plants contained within. Overwhelmed by the sight, he turned to Severus, curiosity brimming in his eyes. "Did you plant all of this? How did you manage the time?"

A chuckle escaped Severus as he affectionately ruffled Harry's untidy mop of hair. "It indeed required a great deal of effort. But the rewards of maintaining such a garden are manifold. It ensures the ingredients for my potions are as fresh as possible, cutting out the uncertainty that comes with purchasing them. It also contributes significantly to cost savings for both our home and Hogwarts. Essentially, all the potion ingredients you've utilized at school have originated from this garden."

"Brilliant," Harry breathed, his gaze drifting back to the greenhouses.

With a warm smile, Severus guided Harry closer to the greenhouses. "I thought you'd appreciate it. If you're interested, we could designate a space for you to grow your own plants."

The prospect excited Harry. His eyes sparkled as he turned towards Severus. "Really? I would love that!"

"I thought as much," Severus replied with a grin. "We'll sort it out tomorrow."

For the next few hours, Harry and Severus explored the garden, with the older man pointing out the plants and flowers Harry could touch and care for. A vacant corner, seemingly reserved for Harry, caught their attention, leading Severus to wonder if Albus had planned this all along.

As they reached the house, both Severus and Harry slipped out of their shoes and discarded their jackets by the front door. The entrance hallway was adorned with an array of interesting artifacts and the soft glow from the oil lamps bathed the room in a warm, inviting light.

Just as Harry was appreciating the enchanting charm of the place, an elf materialized out of thin air before him, causing him to jump in surprise. The sudden burst of activity made Harry leap so high he nearly grazed the rustic, wooden ceiling overhead.

Severus, his usually stern face breaking into a rare smile, cast a fond look at the petite elf. His eyes twinkled in merriment as he watched Harry regain his composure. "Ah Maya," he said, his voice filled with a kind of warmth Harry hadn't often heard, "I'm glad you're here. I'd like you to meet Harry, my son."

The small elf's eyes shimmered with uncontainable joy, lighting up her face like twin stars. She rushed forward, her tiny feet pattering on the wooden floor, and wrapped her arms around Harry in an enthusiastic hug. As she hugged him, she tilted her head upwards to look at Harry, her eyes wide with awe.

"Is wonderful to finally meet Harry Potter!" she squeaked, her voice brimming with excitement. "Master Albus sings your praises all the time. I is very happy to meet you!"

Harry, slightly taken aback by this display of affection, awkwardly returned the smile, suppressing a flinch. He hadn't anticipated such a warm welcome, let alone a hug. When the initial shock receded, he reached over, patting the elf gingerly on her back, "It's good to meet you too...Maya."

The elf bounded back, clapping her hands in absolute delight. "Oh! I is going to prepare a special meal tonight! Must fatten up young Master, just as Master Albus instructed!"

With a few more exuberant leaps and Severus lightly shaking his head at her lively antics, Maya disappeared with a pop. As the elf's presence faded away, Harry glanced at Severus, his face reflecting a mix of shock and surprise. This prompted Severus to burst out in rich laughter.

Once Severus managed to regain his composure, he placed a gentle hand on Harry's shoulder, a small, empathetic smile playing on his lips. "She's quite excitable, isn't she?" he asked with merth in his eyes.

Harry, his expression still somewhat dazed, nodded dumbly, his gaze affixed to the spot where the energetic house-elf had disappeared from view moments ago.

An affectionate pat on the shoulder from Severus coaxed Harry from his stupor. "Don't fret, Harry. You'll become accustomed to her. Maya's a creature of good heart, and she cooks with a skill that rivals the greatest wizarding chefs."

Gradually emerging from his daze, Harry turned towards Severus. His bewildered expression softened into curiosity. "Is she always that… lively?"

A hearty laugh bubbled up from Severus, his face alight with amusement. "I dare say, that was her showing remarkable restraint!"

Harry's eyes widened at this revelation. "You mean she was holding back?"

An affirming nod and another gentle pat on the shoulder was Severus's response. "Indeed. Now, how about we rest our feet on the couch while we wait for the dinner Maya is preparing? Perhaps we could engage in a round of wizard's chess, or maybe you'd prefer a different pastime?"

A bashful blush crept onto Harry's cheeks as he looked up at Severus. "Could we… could we perhaps continue reading from that storybook?"

The request brought a warm smile to Severus's face. "Of course. Run along to your room and fetch it. I'll wait here."

With an eager nod, Harry sprang towards the staircase, his footsteps rapid. Severus's stern warning of not running indoors followed him, but it was met with a selectively deaf response as the excited boy made a beeline for his room.

On entering his room, Harry immediately spotted the coveted book. However, his gaze was drawn to the petite form of Arwen, still cozily napping on his bed. Harry approached her, gently nudging her awake. "Dinner will be ready soon."

Raising her head, Arwen's golden eyes regarded Harry intently. "Did you find me a nice mouse?"

A sheepish shake of his head was Harry's response. "No, I'm sorry, I forgot. But I think Daddy would allow me to give you some tuna."

The prospect of milk instantly had Arwen on her feet, her tail flicking excitedly. "Lead the way."

Harry led the way out of the room, the eager kneazle following closely. His pace quickened as they descended the stairs, prompting a disapproving shake of the head from Severus. Harry's enthusiastic descent was a heart-stopping moment for Severus, his concern for Harry's safety amplifying.

With a beaming smile on his face, Harry began to traverse the room, his little kitten playfully trailing behind him. As he dashed down the stairs, Severus watched him from a distance, shaking his head. There was a sense of concern in his eyes, and he couldn't help but worry that if Harry didn't slow down, he might take a tumble down the steep staircase one of these days.

Soon after, a jovial, red-faced boy appeared in front of him, the lively kitten pattering close at his heels. Suppressing another head shake, Severus gestured to the couch beside him.

Feeling his cheeks tinge with a hint of red, Harry glanced at his kitten. "Ummm… could I give some tuna to Arwen?"

Severus gifted him a warm smile. "You can, but remember, too much isn't good for her. This should only be an occasional treat."

Harry nodded in agreement and immediately sped off towards the kitchen, the kitten mirroring his pace. As he nudged the door open, Harry peeked around the corner to find the elf busily stirring something in a bowl.

Upon hearing the soft creak of the door, the elf spun around and gifted the boy a beaming smile. Spotting the kitten close behind him, she quickly guessed what he was looking for. "You want some tuna for your kitten?"

Harry nodded timidly as the elf moved to the fridge. She summoned a bowl with a wave of her hand, carefully opened a can, and poured some tuna into the bowl before handing it to the boy.

"There you go, young master. I've placed a carpet near the table for her food and water. You can set this over there."

Harry acknowledged the elf's instructions with a nod, accepting the bowl gratefully. "Thank you."

The elf beamed back at him, her body bouncing in delight. "Anytime, Master Harry Potter."

Harry made his way to the spot the elf had indicated and placed the bowl of tuna on the carpet for the kitten. "There you go, Arwen," he said, his smile broadening as he watched Arwen dive into her treat.

The kitten responded with a joyful mew, and before pouncing on the bowl of tuna, she affectionately rubbed her side against Harry's legs, her soft purring filling the room. Harry bent down to pet her soft fur, a sense of joy coursing through him.

"You're welcome," Harry heard Arwin say in his head.

The tiny furball, Arwen, continued to feast on her treat as Harry rose from his squatting position. He navigated his way back towards the door and ventured into the living room, leaving the sounds of satisfied munching behind.

Moving softly, he walked over to the couch and sat down beside Severus. To the older man's surprise, Harry nestled into his side, resting his head on Severus' shoulder. A wave of fatigue seemed to wash over him, coupled with a tinge of inexplicable sadness.

Severus gently pulled Harry back a bit, studying his face with a concerned gaze. "Harry? Are you alright?"

Harry nodded weakly against Severus's side. But the older man sensed the nod was less than sincere, and so he guided Harry to sit in his lap.

"Hey now, what's bothering you?" Severus asked gently.

Tears welled up in Harry's eyes as he shook his head. "I...I don't know. I...I just feel really sad, but...but I don't know why."

Severus encircled his arms protectively around Harry, allowing the boy to rest his head against his chest. "It's okay, Harry. You're probably just overwhelmed with all the changes and excitement of the past few days."

Harry nodded against Severus again, his eyes drifting shut. He longed to continue reading the story, but this sudden surge of emotions had sapped him of his energy.

Severus held Harry in comforting silence for a few moments before reaching over for the book that Harry had left earlier. He opened it and began to read some of the passages that Harry had bookmarked, in an attempt to soothe the boy. He suspected that Harry was merely overtired from all the recent excitement, but he wanted to keep him awake until he at least had something to eat.

A few chapters into the story, the house elf materialized before Severus. But before she could utter a word, Severus nodded at her. The elf popped away, understanding that he wished not to startle Harry. She was an excitable elf, but she knew when to be sensible.

Eventually, Severus closed the book gently and patted Harry's shoulder. "It's time for dinner, Harry."

Harry lifted his head and gazed down at the small kitten that had found a cozy spot to sleep in his lap during the story. He smiled weakly, finding comfort in the soft purring of the tiny creature. "Can I go to bed after that?"

Severus's response was a warm smile, his fingers gently ruffling Harry's unkempt hair. "I believe that would be a prudent decision."

Harry nodded in agreement, carefully shifting Arwen so as not to jolt her awake when he stood up. Severus rose in tandem, stretching out, the day's weariness catching up to him. He reached out to retrieve the kitten from Harry, cradling her gently against his chest. "Did you remember to give her any kibble tonight?"

Harry's response was a shake of his head. Addressing the drowsy kitten, Severus queried, "Would you fancy some dinner, Arwen?"

The small ebony bundle of fluff let out an affirming mewl. "Alright, I take that as a 'yes.' You should make sure her bowl is always full. She will make sure she eats enough."

Harry, the fluffy mass of fur nestled in his arms, nodded his comprehension. "Come on, Arwen. Let's get you some dinner."

As Harry walked off towards the kitchen, kitten in tow, a sense of contentment washed over Severus. He couldn't shake off the feeling that Arwen would play an instrumental role in Harry's life, providing a sense of responsibility, and a confidante who was not an adult.

A sigh of melancholy escaped Severus as he let his eyes fall shut. He was aware of Harry's recent inquiries through Arwen. He had overheard snippets of their conversation while standing outside Harry's room to ensure his well-being. It had been a struggle to not barge in and offer reassurances, but he understood the importance of letting Harry process some things independently, or with Arwen's company. The guilt of Harry's ongoing struggles ate at him, his heart yearning for Harry to experience a normal, joyous childhood.

The memory of Harry's bright-eyed wonder upon exploring his new home and garden brought a smile to Severus's face, and hope to his heart. That sight was their beacon of hope amidst the chaos, and he pledged to keep the spark alive in Harry's eyes.

After a shared dinner, the duo ascended the stairs. Severus retreated to his room while Harry scampered off to his own to change into his pajamas. A few minutes later, certain that Harry was decent, Severus ventured towards Harry's room. He rapped lightly on the door, calling out to Harry in a gentle tone.

On opening the door, the sight that greeted him was of Harry, nestled comfortably in bed, with Arwen claiming a spot on the pillow next to him. A heartwarming smile spread across Severus's face as he approached the bed, settling down on the chair next to it. "Are you finding your new bed to your liking? Is it comfortable?"

Harry's affirmation sank into his pillow, a buoyant nod accompanied by an approving murmur, his voice muffled by sleep and contentment. "It's wonderful," he whispered, his fingers threading absentmindedly through the softness of the blanket.

"That's good to hear," Severus replied, his voice a deep velvet. The corners of his mouth twitched into a brief, almost imperceptible smile. "If there's anything that doesn't sit right with you, don't hesitate to let me know. We can alter anything you want."

Severus's suggestion was met with another silent nod from Harry. A gesture of understanding, a thread of shared conversation that wove itself through the quiet bedroom. Severus reached over the side table, his fingers wrapping around the spine of the worn-out storybook. "Would you prefer some more reading, or are you ready for bed?" he asked, his tone light and patient.

Harry's response was a broad yawn that stretched across his face, distorting his words into a sleepy murmur. "Can I go to bed? I'm really sleepy," he managed, a tired smile dancing on his lips.

Severus's reply was a warm nod and a soft smile that lifted the harsh lines of his features. "Of course you can." His words wrapped around Harry like a soft shroud, comforting and secure.

Gently, Severus placed the worn-out storybook back onto the table, the pages crinkling under his touch. He rose from his seat, the wooden chair groaning lightly in protest, as he leaned over Harry to ensure the child was tucked in snugly. The blanket rose and fell with the rhythm of Harry's breathing, creating a peaceful melody in the quiet room. With tender care, Severus bent down and pressed a loving kiss on Harry's forehead.

"Sleep well, my child. I love you."

"I love you too, Daddy." Harry's words, barely a whisper, was the last thing he said before his eyes fluttered close, his breaths becoming deeper and even.

Harry might have closed his eyes, but Severus remained at his side, his hand gently stroking back Harry's unruly hair, the soft strands slipping between his fingers, until he was certain the boy had drifted into a deep slumber. Slowly withdrawing his hand, he reached over to stroke the small kitten that had curled up at the foot of the bed.

Severus's smile was reserved, genuine, as he regarded the small ball of fur. "Watch over him for me while he sleeps," he requested, his fingers gently scratching behind the kitten's ears.

One of the kitten's emerald eyes cracked open, a twin to Harry's, emitting a soft mew as if in agreement, before nestling back into its ball-like form, ready to guard its human through the night.

Severus offered the kitten one final caress before leaving the room, making his way toward the fireplace to Floo to Don. He wanted to confirm his earlier assessment of Harry's emotions.

Returning downstairs, Severus tossed the green powder into the fireplace and called out the Healer's name. In mere seconds, the image of the Healer materialized, but he simply nodded and gestured for Severus to step back so he could enter.

Stepping out from the emerald flames, Don's tall figure materialized in Severus' quarters. He carried an air of reassurance around him. With a friendly gesture, he approached Severus, resting a comforting hand on the Potion Master's tense shoulder, and offered him a warm, understanding smile.

"I assume Harry is sleeping peacefully?" Don asked, his voice soft but serious. The question was layered, meant to gauge not just Harry's physical but also his emotional state.

Severus, swallowing his worries for a moment, nodded. But his tight-lipped silence spoke louder than words. Don, perceptive as always, caught the unspoken tension in his friend. He gently steered Severus towards a worn-out leather couch, his hand never leaving Severus' shoulder.

"Tell me what's troubling you, Severus," Don urged, his tone inviting a confession.

Letting out a sigh heavy with concern, Severus finally let his guard down. He unfolded the series of events that transpired before dinner, the whispers he had accidentally overheard en route to the greenhouse.

"Harry is acting completely normal," he began, his voice a low rumble in the quiet room. "He's managing everything that has befallen him, although occasionally he experiences bouts of unexplained sadness. It's partly due to the stress he's been under and also a result of sheer exhaustion. Albus was wise to insist on rest for both of us. If we had thrust him back into school with his core so depleted, it could have spiraled into depression. But given time and rest, I'm confident he'll overcome it."

The room fell into a silent lull as Don's words hung heavily in the air. Slowly, he lowered his face into his hands, his fingers pressing against his temples. He seemed exhausted, worn. Don, seated beside him, offered a comforting pat on Severus' back, a small but potent gesture of understanding and support.

A comforting silence settled between the two men. Don's voice broke through the quietude, a steady anchor amidst the storm. "It's okay, Severus. He'll be alright." The healer's voice held a promise, a reassurance that radiated empathy and understanding.

Severus, his dark eyes fraught with worry, lifted his head from his hands. His voice trembled slightly as he admitted, "I know, but it's so difficult to see him struggle."

As if to reassure not only with words but actions too, Don's hand began moving in soothing circles across Severus' tense back. "I understand, Severus. You're a wonderful father, and he adores you. You can't fix everything all at once; it takes time."

The comfort of his friend's words nudged a small, sincere smile onto Severus' face. He nodded in agreement, the tension in his shoulders visibly lessening. "I know, and thank you, Don. As always, you know just what to say."

Don's own smile bloomed at this, lightening the somber mood. "I only speak the truth. Now, why don't you get some sleep too? I can see those bags under your eyes." His tone held a light-hearted tease, but his concern was genuine.

Sighing, Severus unfolded his lanky frame from the couch. His voice carried a hint of resignation, "Alright, you win."

Don rose as well, raising a surprised eyebrow at his friend's quick surrender. "Stubborn man," he remarked, his tone affectionate and teasing.

Severus turned back to him, rolling his eyes dramatically. A playful smirk graced his usually stern features. "You never fail to amuse me."

Don chuckled at that, a deep, genuine sound that resonated in the quiet room. With a parting pat on Severus' shoulder, he made his way toward the Floo. "I'll see you tomorrow." His voice echoed in the room even after the emerald flames swallowed him whole, leaving Severus alone with the comforting remnants of their conversation.

Severus nodded and made his way upstairs to his bedroom, extinguishing all the lights downstairs and in the hallway with a tired wave of his wand. Swiftly slipping into his pajamas, he was soon fast asleep. Don was right—sleep was much needed.

Not twenty minutes later, Severus was abruptly awakened by a piercing scream. The sound of Harry's agonized cries filled the air, signaling a dreadful nightmare had taken hold of the boy.

Swinging his feet off the bed's edge, Severus hastily donned his robe as he rushed out of his room and hurriedly opened the door to Harry's. Taking a deep breath, he paused for a moment to allow the boy to fully awaken, observing Harry's distressed state as he screamed in his sleep while the kitten attempted to rouse her master with gentle licks. Although such a tactic might work under normal circumstances, Severus knew it wouldn't suffice when Harry was reliving a horrifying experience. Nightmares, he understood, inflicted immense mental anguish, even if they left no physical scars.

Carefully, Severus shifted the protesting kitten, who hissed at him for not giving her prior notice, and momentarily disregarded her. He wrapped a blanket around Harry, cradling the boy in his arms, while easing back onto the bed to ensure Harry's comfort.

Resting Harry's head upon his shoulder, Severus tenderly began rubbing soothing circles on the boy's back, running his fingers through his hair despite the occasional flinch his touch elicited.

In a calm, hushed tone, Severus whispered gentle words into Harry's ear, gradually bringing the boy back to wakefulness. When the screams finally subsided and Harry's eyes fluttered open, he launched himself onto Severus.

The door creaked open to reveal a distraught Harry, his eyes wide with terror and his breath coming in shallow gasps. "You're here! You're here!" he cried, his small hands clutching the hem of Severus' robes.

Momentarily taken aback by the intensity of the boy's reaction, Severus paused to collect his thoughts. Then, he knelt down to Harry's level, bringing a calming presence to the frantic scene. "Yes, Harry, I'm here," he assured the boy, his voice steady and soothing. "I'll always be here."

Whispered words of reassurance echoed in the dimly lit room, slowly chipping away at Harry's fear. The raw intensity in his eyes began to wane, replaced by the ghost of relief. Severus, with his careful movements, pulled the boy back, his gaze falling on the tear-streaked face. Now came the part he dreaded — attempting to coax words out of a traumatized child.

"Would you like to tell me about it, Harry?" Severus asked, his voice a soft baritone. The question hovered in the room, suspended in the thick silence that followed.

Blinking back fresh tears, Harry mumbled incoherently, "You're here, you're here," as if chanting a mantra of safety. His little fingers clung even tighter to the fabric of Severus' robes.

Gently adjusting Harry's position, Severus moved them both to sit upright against the wall. He offered another reassuring nod, reiterating, "Yes, Harry, I'm here."

No sooner had the words left his mouth, Harry launched himself into Severus's embrace again, almost knocking the man off balance. As he steadied himself, Severus' hand moved to pat Harry's back in a comforting rhythm. It was clear the boy was not in a state to talk about his dream, his distress still lingering like a dark cloud.

Deciding a change in approach, Severus suggested, "Would you like to come back to bed with me?" His voice held a promise of warmth and safety, a haven amidst the turmoil of the night. The question floated in the air, waiting patiently for Harry's response.

Harry vigorously nodded against Severus's chest, prompting Severus to rise from the bed, closely followed by the kitten. Together, they made their way to Severus's room. Although he would have preferred to sleep with Harry in the boy's bed, it was too small for both of them. Severus's own bed, however, was spacious enough to accommodate them without worry of kicking the kitten or Harry rolling off.

Upon reaching the room, Severus gently settled the boy onto the bed. Yet, as Severus tried to leave, Harry reached out, attempting to grasp onto Severus. Luckily, Severus anticipated the movement and evaded Harry's grasp just in time. Inspiration struck him, and he hoped this would help alleviate the boy's distress.

"I'll be right back, Harry. I'm just going to get some warm milk for you to drink. Stay here with Arwen, and I'll return shortly." Severus said.

Harry nodded, but a few stray tears escaped his eyes. He didn't want his daddy to go anywhere; he longed for him to remain by his side when he felt so frightened.

Within moments, Severus returned with a glass filled with warm milk. He approached Harry and gently assisted the boy in sitting up against the pillows.

"Drink this, Harry. It will help calm you down and make you feel more sleepy." Severus said.

Harry nodded, taking small sips of the soothing warm milk. Unbeknownst to him, Severus had added a few drops of his special calming potion, given to him by Don to help combat nightmares. While the milk alone would provide some relief, the potion would enhance its effect, preventing Harry from dwelling on his fear-filled emotions.

Harry's hands gripped the glass tightly, his face scrunched in concentration as he sipped the water halfway. He then offered the half-empty glass to Severus, his arm stretching out shakily. Severus took it with a soft, "Are you finished?"

The boy managed a small nod, the movement causing his messy locks to bob slightly. Drained from the emotional turmoil, he slumped against Severus's side, his small frame seeking comfort. The cool glass was carefully placed on the oak bedside table, away from any accidental knocks.

A comforting warmth enveloped Harry as Severus gently placed a hand on his trembling shoulder. "Are you ready to tell me about your dream now?" he asked, his voice holding a delicate blend of firmness and softness, encouraging but not pressuring.

Harry's eyes darted down, his brows furrowing slightly. He shook his head, his silence as loud as a scream. Just then, the small feline, Arwen, nuzzled her head against Harry's hand, drawing the boy's attention. Harry's eyes softened, his little hand reaching down to stroke her silky fur. A slow nod followed, his hesitation melting away under the kitten's comforting presence.

With his hand still resting on Harry's shoulder, Severus leaned over, his gaze steady on the boy. "Whenever you're ready, Harry, I'm here," he assured. His tone was as soothing as a lullaby, inviting but not enforcing.

Harry released a sigh, his chest rising and falling in a rhythmic motion. He tried to wipe away the remnants of his tears with the back of his sleeve, a futile attempt at regaining his composure. Seeing this, Severus intercepted the action, offering a white handkerchief from his robe pocket instead. Harry's eyes lit up in gratitude as he took the cloth, his small thank you swallowed in the comforting silence of the room.

A heavy silence hung in the air for a few moments before Harry finally found his voice. Like a broken dam, words spilled forth from his lips, each one carrying the weight of his traumatic experience at the Diaz's. Every detail, from the moment he arrived until the moment Don came to his rescue, was poured out in a heart-wrenching confession.

Severus listened in silence, his heart pounding in his chest. He had been aware of the general events from Don's descriptions of the boy's injuries, but hearing it directly from Harry brought a whole new depth to the horror. Each word felt like a physical blow, stirring a powerful storm of emotions within him.

The anger and fury he had buried now resurfaced, the raw intensity of it almost blinding. How could anyone, let alone a woman like Mrs. Diaz, be so cruel to an innocent child? The thought alone was enough to make his blood boil. His hands clenched into fists, a burning desire for retribution igniting in his heart. The only saving grace was knowing that the woman was securely imprisoned. Otherwise, the urge to hunt her down would have been too powerful to resist.

Once Harry had exhausted his tale, his voice fading into a mere whisper, Severus moved into action. He gently pulled the boy onto his lap, his arms wrapping around the small, trembling figure. Harry was enveloped in a comforting embrace, the steady rhythm of Severus' heartbeat offering a soothing anchor amidst the chaos of his emotions.

"Thank you for sharing all of that, Harry," Severus spoke softly, his voice barely more than a whisper. "You are an incredibly brave and special young boy. You are not dirty in any way. You are a wonderful child who deserves love and protection."

He paused, making sure his next words would fully resonate with Harry. "Here, with us, you will never be harmed. We will do everything within our power to keep you safe. You will never have to earn your place here." The solemn vow lingered in the air, a powerful promise to guard the child's wellbeing with everything he had.

Severus realized that addressing Harry's earlier fears would be beneficial.

Harry nodded against Severus's shoulder, closing his eyes. The calming effects of the potion began to take hold, overtaking his weary body, and drowsiness settled in. With tender strokes, Severus gently brushed back Harry's hair and laid him down on the bed.

"There you go, Harry. I will be right here by your side."

Harry nodded once more, snuggling beneath the covers, with Arwen perched protectively on his chest. Ensuring Harry was tucked in securely, Severus rose from the bed and settled in a nearby chair, taking a moment to clear his mind of the vivid images Harry's words had etched into his consciousness.

Closing his eyes, Severus focused on taking deep breaths, letting the calming rhythm soothe his racing thoughts. He practiced occluding his mind, banishing the distressing images to the depths of his subconscious. Sleep was what he needed now, not another sleepless night plagued by haunting memories.

Once he felt sufficiently calmed, Severus stood up from the chair and approached the slumbering figure on the bed. He climbed in carefully, attempting not to disturb Harry, but as soon as the boy sensed his presence, he rolled over and nestled his head against Severus's chest.

Severus let out a sigh, encircling his arms around Harry and drawing him close. After everything the boy had endured, if all Harry needed was the reassurance of a comforting arm around his shoulders as he slept, then Severus would gladly provide it. At least for now, while Harry began the healing process.

With another sigh, Severus closed his eyes, resting his chin on Harry's head, and succumbed to sleep, his mind filled with thoughts of Harry's gradual recovery and the arduous journey that lay ahead.
To be continued...


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