Desperate Departure by Swamygliders
Summary: Denied the safety of Hogwarts for the summer, Harry Potter, the boy who lived, rejects a return to his loveless Muggle life. He embarks on a daring journey of survival amidst the wilderness. His absence is noticed though and Harry finds a dark shadow following him.
Categories: Teacher Snape > Professor Snape Main Characters: .Snape and Harry (required)
Snape Flavour: Snape is Kind
Genres: General, Hurt/Comfort
Media Type: None
Tags: Runaway
Takes Place: 1st Year
Warnings: Abusive Dursleys, Emotional Abuse, Neglect
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 18920 Read: 2061 Published: 19 May 2023 Updated: 27 May 2023
Story Notes:
Hello Hello! Hope you guys enjoy this story. I have one more chapter planned that I'll be adding soonish. Let me know what you think!
Desperate Departure by Swamygliders
Under the cloak of the night, the world was a different place. Hogwarts' colossal stone walls, usually warm and inviting, now seemed imposing, the ivy that wound its way up the walls appearing like gnarled hands in the dim light.

Harry Potter, the boy who lived, currently resided in the castle, his heart thumping against his chest like a fierce drum. His emerald green eyes were wide with determination, reflecting the slivers of moonlight that managed to seep through the heavy curtains of his dormitory. The thought of returning to the Dursleys - to the rancid smell of boiled cabbage, the pig-like squeals of Dudley, the lack of food, and the painful beatings from his uncle - made his stomach churn with dread.

As the end of his first year at Hogwarts approached, Harry found himself seeking refuge within its stone walls earlier that day. He had pleaded with Albus Dumbledore to let him stay over the summer. But Albus, while sympathetic, denied him, his cerulean eyes filled with a sorrow that mirrored Harry's own. "I'm sorry, Harry," he had said. "It's for your own protection."

But Harry couldn't see how returning to a home that was devoid of love and filled with malice could be protective. And so, he resorted to his plan B, the very plan he was executing now. His backpack was filled to the brim with food, potions, and necessities for survival; its weight provided a comforting presence against his back.

Taking one last look at the familiar surroundings of his dormitory, Harry felt a wave of sadness washing over him. This was his refuge, the first place he'd ever called home. His heart ached at the thought of leaving behind his friends - Ron, Hermione, and the others. They were his family here, and they had made Hogwarts home.

But Harry knew they would be okay. The end of term was just a week away, and they would soon be engrossed in their own summer plans. He couldn't bear the thought of dragging them into his mess, of them worrying over him. They wouldn't miss him, he convinced himself, at least not right away. It was better this way. He was protecting them, just as he was trying to protect himself.

Letting out a weary sigh, Harry shifted his gaze away from the comforting familiarity of the dormitory. As he navigated the labyrinthine corridors of the castle, he was immersed in a sea of memories. Finally, emerging from the stone walls of Hogwarts, he found himself standing before the Forbidden Forest.

Swinging a leg over his Nimbus 2000, he gripped the smooth, polished handle. The familiar sensation was reassuring, grounding. He took a deep breath, glancing once more at the silhouette of Hogwarts Castle before kicking off the ground. As he soared into the night, Harry glanced back at the castle, his heart filled with a bitter-sweet mixture of sadness and resolve.

The wind rushed past him, pulling at his hair and whipping his robes as he took flight. Hogwarts shrank below him, the castle lights twinkling like stars against the black velvet of the night. The forest grew larger, its mysteries beckoning. The tall trees stood like ancient sentinels, their leaves rustling a lullaby to the night.

Harry didn't have a clear destination, just a vague idea of escape, of freedom. He just knew he couldn't go back to the Dursleys, he couldn't go back to the cupboard under the stairs. He felt a thrill of defiance as he flew higher, the wind whistling in his ears. His heart pounded with the exhilaration of the flight, yet there was a hollow pit in his stomach, a nagging uncertainty that gnawed at him.

His supplies would last a few weeks, perhaps a month if he was frugal. But what then? The question hung over him like a dark cloud, threatening to shatter his hope. He knew he could hunt, try to live off the land. He could use magic to a certain extent, to assist in survival. But the laws against underage wizardry outside school made it risky. Harry knew he needed a plan, a way to sustain himself.

He flew past the Forbidden Forest, venturing into the wildlands beyond. The world beneath him was a vast, sprawling tapestry of greens and blues, bathed in the silvery glow of the moon. The smell of earth and leaves filled his nostrils, the cool night air refreshing after the stone and parchment scent of Hogwarts.

Deep into the night, Harry finally landed near a quiet stream, the gentle bubbling of the water a soothing lullaby. He set up a small camp, his hands shaking slightly from fatigue and the lingering adrenaline of his daring escape. A sense of loneliness seeped in, a stark contrast to the warm camaraderie of Gryffindor Tower. He missed Ron's loud snores and the comforting murmur of Hermione's late-night studying. But the thought of the Dursleys quickly quelled his longing for companionship.

Harry nibbled on a piece of bread and some dried fruit, his mind wandering to the feasts at the Great Hall. The memory of the plentiful food and shared laughter with his friends was both comforting and painful. When he finished his meager snack, he doused the fire carefully, the last vestiges of warmth quickly being swallowed by the night.

He wrapped his robe tightly around himself, the cold seeping in through the gaps, reminding him of the chill of the cupboard under the stairs. As he leaned against the rough bark of the tree, he couldn't help but feel vulnerable, exposed. But he pushed those thoughts aside as he knew he needed to rest at least a little.

He closed his eyes, the sounds of the forest lulling him into a fitful sleep. His dreams were filled with visions of Quill and Quidditch, with whispers of Voldemort and his own resilience.

But the sleep did not last long. The sound of howling wolves split through the night, their chilling cries echoing through the forest. Harry's eyes snapped open, his heart pounding in his chest. He knew that while wolves usually avoided human settlements, a lone boy in the wilderness might prove too tempting.

With swift, silent movements, he packed his few belongings and mounted his broom. The Nimbus 2000 rose smoothly into the air, the howling growing fainter as he flew further away.

As the first rays of dawn started to peek over the horizon, Harry flew on, his journey only just beginning. His eyes were heavy with fatigue, the adrenaline that had kept him going through the night slowly ebbing away. He knew he needed to land, to rest, but he also knew he needed to put as much distance as he could between himself and Hogwarts.

Finally, as the sun rose, painting the sky with hues of orange and pink, Harry spotted a dense copse of trees below. Deciding it was as good a place as any to rest, he descended slowly, landing softly on the forest floor. He quickly set up a makeshift camp, his mind too weary to contemplate anything other than sleep. Wrapping his robe tightly around himself, he settled against a tree, his eyes closing almost instantly.

Back at Hogwarts, Ron Weasley woke to find Harry's bed empty. He frowned, a sense of unease flooding him. Harry had been upset the previous day, but he wouldn't just disappear, would he?

"Harry?" he called softly, not wanting to wake the others. But there was no response, only the soft snoring of their dorm mates. Ron climbed out of bed, pulling on his robe and padding over to Harry's bed. It was neatly made, something that was definitely out of character for Harry.

Ron's heart raced, echoing the rhythm of anxiety coursing through his veins. He barely noticed the chill of the wooden floor beneath his bare feet as he realized Harry's backpack was also missing. The usual clutter of quills, parchment, and textbooks, typically scattered around the room by Harry, was absent. This ominous void intensified the growing sense of unease.

Stomach knotted with worry, he dashed across the room, the faded Gryffindor rug underfoot barely muffling his hurried footsteps. He reached the window, his breath fogging up the cold glass as he peered out into the fragile dawn light. The once comforting view of the Hogwarts grounds now held an unsettling emptiness, as if the world itself was holding its breath. Harry was nowhere to be seen.

A wave of dread crashed over him, making his skin prickle in cold apprehension. He could still picture the hollow look in Harry's eyes from the day before, a look he had quickly masked with a feeble smile, but not quickly enough for Ron to miss. It was a look Ron had seen too often, too heavy for their years, a look of someone carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.

Harry's usual resilience seemed to have given way to a desolation that had now materialized in his abrupt absence. Ron was a stranger to this version of his friend. The Harry he knew faced adversity with unyielding courage, never ran from a fight, always stood tall in the face of danger. But that day, his eyes had told a different story.

Had Harry run away? The thought alone made Ron's heart clench. The idea of Harry running from something, rather than charging headfirst into it was unfathomable. But the empty dormitory, the missing backpack, the haunting image of Harry's despair from yesterday, they all pointed to a possibility Ron was afraid to consider.

But where would he go? The question hung in the air, its weight pressing down on him. The world outside Hogwarts was a battlefield, and Harry was its reluctant soldier. Ron knew, wherever Harry was now, he wouldn't be running away from the fight, but towards it. And that realization filled him with a renewed determination. If Harry was out there, facing whatever darkness was haunting him, Ron would be by his side, just like he always had been. After all, they were more than friends, they were brothers in arms, and brothers didn't abandon each other.

The castle was just coming to life as Ron made his way to the Gryffindor Head of House's chambers. With each step, his worry grew, fueling his urgency. Professor McGonagall was known to rise early, and Ron hoped she would be awake and able to help him.

When he finally stood before her door, he hesitated for only a moment before knocking, his heart pounding in his chest. The door swung open almost immediately, revealing Professor McGonagall in her tartan dressing gown, her hair still in its tight bun.

"Mr. Weasley?" she questioned, her sharp eyes scrutinizing him from behind the spectacles perched on her nose. She clutched her paisley print robe tighter around her, the sudden chill of the morning air hitting her. "What brings you here at this hour?"

Ron shuffled his feet nervously on the stone steps, his hands wringing the hem of his own pajamas. "Professor," he began, his voice shaky as it echoed in the empty corridors. His usually bright eyes looked troubled under the weight of his untold news. "It's Harry. He's...he's gone."

"Gone?" Minerva's eyebrows shot up, alarm flickering in her eyes. She tightened her grip on the robe, the soft fabric bunching under her fingers. "What do you mean, 'gone'?"

"I woke up, and his bed was empty. His backpack, his Nimbus, everything's gone," Ron explained, his voice wobbling as he tried to keep it steady. He glanced up at her, his eyes pleading for understanding. "He was upset yesterday, about having to go back to the Dursleys. I think he might've...run away."

A pained silence fell between them as Professor McGonagall processed his words. Her face paled, her lips tightening into a thin line. "We must inform the Headmaster at once," she said finally, her voice tight with urgency. She held her door open wider. "Come with me, Mr. Weasley."

With a swift move, she turned on her heels, leading him through the still-quiet castle, her steps brisk against the stone floor. Ron followed her, his mind racing with a thousand dreadful scenarios. What if something had happened to Harry? What if he was lost, or hurt, or...

He forced the thoughts away, focusing on the echoing sound of their footsteps in the vast corridor. They would find Harry. They had to.

As they reached Professor Dumbledore's office, Professor McGonagall quickly uttered the password, and the stone gargoyle leapt aside. The two of them ascended the moving staircase, and before long, they stood before Albus himself.

As they finished, Albus nodded solemnly, his keen blue eyes shimmering with not only concern but a depth of understanding that spoke volumes about his years as a teacher and guardian of students. It was as if each line on his face stood for the hundreds of lives he'd impacted over the years, etching experiences of joy, sorrow, and resilience.

"I see," Albus said, stroking his long, silver beard, a contemplative gesture that belied the seriousness of the matter. His voice, though aged, carried the weight of authority and reassurance. "This is indeed a grave matter. Rest assured, Mr. Weasley, we will find Harry."

With a nod of dismissal, he sent Ron on his way. The young redhead left the office, a mixture of worry and relief warring within him. At least they were doing something, he reasoned. Dumbledore was the wisest person he knew; if anyone could find Harry, it was him. He still resolved that he would look around the castle in all the nooks and crannies to make sure Harry was still not here.

Once Ron had left, Albus turned his attention to the fireplace at the far end of his office. He grabbed a handful of green Floo Powder from a nearby jar and tossed it into the flames, which instantly roared up emerald green.

Albus stood by the fire, a handful of Floo Powder gripped firmly in his palm. The vibrant emerald flames licked at the edges of the fireplace, casting eerie shadows across the otherwise warmly lit room.

"Severus Snape," he enunciated clearly, his voice echoing slightly in the grand expanse of his office. His words hung in the air, a stark contrast to the otherwise serene environment of the room, filled with the hushed whispers of portraits and the occasional chirp of Fawkes.

The flames flickered and writhed for a moment, casting their luminescent glow across the office, before the stern, pallid face of Professor Severus Snape materialized, his sable eyes immediately locking onto Albus's. The shifting light danced across his chiseled features, underlining the harshness of his expression and giving a fleeting glimpse of the man beneath the mask.

"Headmaster," Severus greeted, his voice a velvety drawl. There was a questioning look in his obsidian eyes, visible even through the flickering green of the flames. His usual impassive expression held a hint of curiosity, his eyebrows arching slightly. "What can I do for you at this early hour?"

His words cut through the silence, an echo of the earlier tranquility disturbed by the urgency of the situation. Albus didn't miss a beat, his gaze never wavering from the potions master's hardened visage.

"I need your assistance, Severus," Albus replied, his tone matching the severity of his words. There was no masking the gravity in his voice, a rare break in the usually calm demeanor of the Headmaster. "Harry Potter has either hidden in the castle somewhere or run away from Hogwarts, presumably to avoid returning to his relatives' home."

His revelation hung in the air between them, a somber moment that highlighted the dire nature of the predicament they now found themselves in. Albus's eyes never left Snape's, waiting for his response and hoping for his cooperation.

Severus's eyes narrowed at this, his disdain for the boy momentarily overshadowed by his understanding of the gravity of the situation. Despite their personal differences, Severus knew the importance of Harry's safety. Voldemort was still out there, and Harry was a prime target.

"I see," Severus said, his voice steady, like calm water, betraying nothing of his thoughts. His hands clasped tightly behind him as he stared into the embers, his mind already whirring with the challenge that lay before him. "What would you have me do, Albus?"

"We need to find him," Albus replied, his fingers nervously drumming against the wooden armrest of his chair. "I believe you are best suited to this task due to your... unique abilities. Use any means necessary, Severus. His safety is paramount. The other professors will search around the castle."

"Understood," Severus replied with a curt nod. His eyes, now filled with resolve, flickered back towards Albus. Rising from his chair, he smoothed out his robes. "I will commence the search immediately."

"Thank you, Severus," Albus said, a soft smile tugging at the corners of his lips. Relief was visible in his old, blue eyes as he leaned back in his chair, his hands resting over his belly. "I trust in your abilities."

The fire flickered and died down as Severus's face disappeared, leaving Albus alone with a worried and angry Minerva. She knew Harry had gone to see him yesterday, and while she hadn't been privy to their conversation, she had seen how upset Harry had been afterward. She had planned to talk with Harry after breakfast this morning.

Minerva's stern countenance faltered, her worry for Harry causing lines to deepen in her brow. "And now he's out there, alone, possibly facing dangers we can't even fathom. We must locate him without delay," she emphasized, her voice as firm as it was concerned.

Albus nodded gravely, the twinkle usually present in his blue eyes noticeably absent. "Indeed, we must," he agreed, his hand lightly stroking his silver beard in thought. "Severus is already on the case, and I have unwavering faith in his capabilities. But we should not leave any stone unturned. The Order and the Ministry must be informed."

"Yes," Minerva agreed, determination replacing worry in her eyes, "and the rest of the staff as well. They might have seen or heard something that could help us."

"Agreed," Albus said, leaning towards the Floo Network once again. "While you inform the Order, I will alert the Ministry and contact the other professors. Even though I suspect Harry is no longer on the premises, we must cover all possibilities."

As they sprang into action, contacting their respective parties, Ron sought out Hermione, filling her in on the situation. Together, they started searching all the nooks and crannies of the castle they knew of and anxiously for news of their friend, their hearts heavy with worry.

Meanwhile, Harry awoke in the copse of trees, stiff and disoriented. The adrenaline of his escape had faded, leaving him with a mix of fear and determination. He had to find a way to survive, to make a life for himself away from the Dursleys. As he stretched his limbs, trying to shake off the discomfort of his makeshift bed, his eyes fell on the surroundings - a raw, untouched stretch of nature that was as alien as it was familiar.

As he gathered his things, he took in the silence of the forest, the soft rustle of leaves, the distant chirping of birds. It was peaceful, but the serenity was marred by the undercurrent of danger that lurked in the shadows. He was on his own, and while that was daunting, it was also very liberating.

He rummaged through his pack for a small cup, and collected some water from a nearby stream. After making sure to purify it with a spell, he took a cautious sip. The water was cool and refreshing, providing some relief to his parched throat. He had a long day ahead and needed to keep his strength up.

Meanwhile, back at Hogwarts, Severus Snape was getting ready to embark on his search. A deep, frown, a rarity for the normally stoic man, distorted his usually calm features as he pondered the task before him. Potter, the Boy Who Lived, was nothing short of a menace. A magnet for trouble and chaos, his penchant for recklessness was a constant thorn in Severus's side. And yet, in spite of this perpetual frustration, Severus knew he could not simply allow the boy to face the consequences of his actions; the fallout would be too severe.

That boy, Snape mused, was both a blessing and a curse to the wizarding world. He was ridiculously famous for a deed he was too young to remember, and spoiled with a level of attention that most found unbearable. Yet behind those glasses and under that messy hair was still just a child, though one often denied the luxuries of childhood due to the weight of his destiny.

Severus was no stranger to tracking spells. His time as a Death Eater had, unfortunately or fortunately, depending on how one looked at it, taught him how to trace a wizard's magical signature. However, Harry was young, and his magic was still raw and somewhat unpredictable. The task would be akin to finding a needle in a haystack.

With a sigh of resignation, he vacated his chambers, his dark cloak billowing dramatically in his wake. As he traversed the familiar corridors of Hogwarts, his mind was buzzing with a tumultuous mix of irritation and concern. One thing was certain: he was going to find the boy. Not for Potter's sake, not for Albus's peace of mind, but as a solemn promise kept for Lily.

As he stepped into the dim morning light, he paused, his eyes scanning the landscape. He knew the Forbidden Forest was probably his best starting point, given its proximity to the castle and its appeal to a young boy seeking adventure.

He walked towards the forest, his mind focused on the task at hand. As he stepped into the shadows of the towering trees, he felt a chill run down his spine. The forest was quiet, almost unnaturally so. He didn't like it, but he pushed the feeling aside and pressed on.

He swung a leg over his broom, a sleek, dark thing that seemed to fit his austere persona. He kicked off, his cloak billowing behind him as he navigated through the labyrinthine woods. The Forbidden Forest was a place of trepidation for many, but Severus had always been at home amongst the shadows. He flew low, his keen eyes scanning the ground below, his senses attuned to any sign of the missing boy.

He turned west, following the weak trace of magic he could sense, a flickering remnant of Harry's presence. He was surprised at how far the boy had managed to travel; his perseverance, it seemed, was quite extraordinary.

As the hours passed, the magical trace grew stronger. He was getting closer. However, Severus was well aware that Harry could not have gotten far; a day's head start was not much, and he was a child against the world.

Back at Hogwarts, Ron and Hermione were a bundle of nerves. They had implored McGonagall to let them join the search, but the stern Transfiguration professor had firmly denied their request, reminding them that their safety was also important. They were sent back to their common room left to worry, hoping for any news about their best friend.

Meanwhile, Harry was on the move. He had seen the distant rooftops of a town and hoped he could blend in there. His scar was concealed beneath a makeshift bandana, and his wand was safely tucked in his backpack. The town was bustling with Muggles going about their daily lives, unaware of the magical world's existence, let alone the drama unfolding within it.

He used the Muggle money he'd exchanged from wizarding currency at Gringotts at the start of the year to pick up some food. Finding a quiet spot, he settled down to eat. While he was aware that he couldn't stay in one place for too long, the relative safety the town offered provided him some solace.

As the morning edged closer to noon, the forest began to shimmer in the midday sun. Severus had grounded his broom, deciding instead to proceed on foot. His path was dappled with shafts of sunlight that pierced through the dense canopy overhead, casting intricate patterns on the mossy floor below.

The tall, ancient trees reached towards the sky, their leaves rustling with the gentle wind, creating a soothing melody that was broken only by the occasional call of a distant bird. Wildflowers scattered across the ground added splashes of color to the otherwise green landscape, their delicate blooms swaying gently as if nodding in approval of the day.

Despite the serene surroundings, Severus moved with grim determination. His black cloak billowed out behind him, creating a stark contrast against the vibrant scenery. The magical signature he was following was growing stronger, more concentrated, a sure sign he was on the right track. The uncertainty of what he would find, however, did little to ease the tension etched in his face. He knew time was of the essence, and he pushed onward.

Suddenly, Severus started to feel something - an overwhelming sense of fear and desperation mixed with the magical trace. He turned his head, his black eyes narrowing as he surveyed the surrounding area. The magical trail was leading him further west.

He mounted his broom once more and took to the skies, following the traces of Harry's magic. The sun was beginning to set, and he needed to find the boy before darkness fell. He had a feeling Harry had already reached his destination and was hoping to blend in with the locals.

As he flew closer to the town, he could sense Harry's presence stronger than ever. A faint smirk played on his lips. He was about to find the boy who lived. The question was, would Harry be grateful for the rescue or resentful of the intrusion?

Severus's smirk vanished as quickly as it came; Potter had never been one to welcome authority, especially when it came in the form of his most detested teacher. He cast a notice-me-not spell over himself and flew lower, his sharp eyes scanning the village below, trying to catch sight of the familiar messy black hair or those distinctive glasses.

Harry, unaware of the impending arrival, continued his aimless wandering around the village. The setting sun painted the sky in warm hues, casting a serene glow on the picturesque village. The beauty of the moment, however, was lost on him. His stomach was filled with cheap Muggle food, but his heart remained heavy with worry and a growing sense of dread.

His senses were on high alert, scanning every passing face for a hint of recognition. The laughter and carefree chatter of the Muggles around him felt surreal. A world away from the one he had been thrust into, a world teetering on the edge of a dark abyss.

Harry's gaze fell on his reflection in a shop window. His scar, normally so prominent, was hidden under his makeshift bandana, and his eyes, usually so full of life, looked weary. He turned away, the sight of his troubled reflection only serving to fuel his fear. Suddenly, he felt a familiar chill run down his spine. The hair on the back of his neck stood on end, and his heart rate quickened.

He recognized this feeling. It was the feeling of being watched. His eyes darted around, scanning the crowd, looking for anyone out of place. And then he saw him. A tall figure, clad in black, standing near the edge of the village. The sinking sun behind him, casting a long shadow that seemed to reach out towards Harry. Snape.

Panic welled up inside him, his heart pounded against his rib cage, threatening to burst out. His breath hitched in his throat as his wide, frightened eyes remained locked on the figure. His fear soon gave way to anger. How dare he come after him? How dare he try to take him back to that hellish place he had never called home?

Driven by a sudden surge of adrenaline, Harry bolted towards the opposite end of the village, away from Severus. His legs carried him at a speed he never knew he possessed. But Severus was not far behind. His tall, intimidating figure cut through the crowd like a knife through butter, his pace matching Harry's.

A quick glance over his shoulder confirmed Harry's fear. Severus was gaining on him. Harry's mind raced, trying to come up with a plan. He couldn't go back to the Dursleys, he couldn't allow Snape to catch him. Not now. He was so close to freedom.

As Harry sprinted out of the village and towards the open fields, he couldn't shake off the fear of being captured. He could hear Severus's heavy footfalls, could almost feel his cold, calculated gaze on his back. His desperation and fear fueled his will to escape.

Suddenly, Harry stumbled upon a familiar sight. His broom, hidden away in a thicket near the village edge. With a new wave of hope washing over him, Harry lunged towards it, his hands tightly gripping the polished handle.

With a swift kick, Harry was airborne, his broom cutting through the cool evening air. The village shrank below him, fortunately they were far enough outside the village that no one could see as he ascended higher and higher.

Severus arrived at the edge of the village just in time to see a tiny figure soaring away against the backdrop of the now setting sun. He frowned, but there was a hint of admiration in his gaze. Harry was a fighter; he would give him that. But this game of cat and mouse had to end.

He took to the sky, following the quickly diminishing silhouette of Harry. Severus was an expert flyer, his movements were sharp and calculated, matching the swift, desperate zigzagging of Harry.

Harry glanced over his shoulder to see Severus trailing behind him, his silhouette becoming larger with each passing second. Despite the ever-increasing gap between them, Harry pushed himself harder, refusing to give in. The wind whipped his face, his eyes watering under the pressure, but he didn't slow down.

The setting sun painted the sky with shades of pink and orange, a stark contrast to the high-stakes chase unfolding in the sky. Severus gained on Harry, his broom slicing through the air with practiced ease. Harry dared another glance back and his heart sank. Severus was closing in.

Gritting his teeth, Harry pushed his broom to go faster. He shot through the sky, low enough to see the terrain but high enough to evade capture. The cool evening air stung his eyes, the chill biting through his thin clothes. But he didn't care. The fear of going back to Privet Drive, to the Dursleys and their cruelty, far outweighed the discomfort of the cold and wind.

In a final, desperate move, Harry swung his broom upward, soaring higher into the sky. He felt the altitude in his ears, the lack of oxygen making his chest ache, but he didn't let up. The ground was now a tapestry of colors, the individual trees blending into each other.

Severus followed, the chase taking them higher and higher. But he was careful, wary of pushing Harry too far. The boy was proving to be as stubborn as his father, as brave as his mother. But he was also a child, running from something it seemed. Was this all because he was a spoiled child who didn't want to go back to the muggle world?

Harry glanced down, his heart pounding in his chest as he saw how far he had come. He was breathless, exhausted, but he kept going. He could see the distant speck of Severus, relentlessly pursuing him. But Harry was determined. He was not going back.

The sun dipped below the horizon, the sky taking on a deep blue hue. The stars began to twinkle, the moon a glowing spot in the dark sky. Harry pressed on, his gaze fixed on the horizon. He had to escape. He couldn't go back.

And so, the chase continued, a desperate game of cat and mouse unfolding in the vast expanse of the evening sky, a reluctant predator pursuing a determined prey, neither ready to back down.

Harry's exhaustion began to settle in. His muscles ached with fatigue, the adrenaline which had fueled him so far was beginning to wear thin. His breath was ragged, his grip on the broom weakening. His vision blurred at the edges, a mixture of exhaustion and the tear-filled wind. It felt like he was flying through a dream, his mind struggling to keep pace with his rapidly beating heart.

Down below, Severus noticed Harry's faltering flight. The boy was flagging, his movements becoming sluggish and labored. Despite the thrill of the chase, he felt a pang of guilt. He wasn't a monster. He didn't want to cause harm to the boy. But he had a duty, and he intended to fulfill it.

As Harry ascended higher, his grip slipped and he swayed on the broom. A yelp of surprise escaped his lips, echoing through the otherwise silent sky. Harry's heart pounded, the broom wobbled dangerously beneath him. He was reaching his limit.

"Enough, Potter!" Severus's voice echoed, the stern command piercing through the cool night air. But Harry, stubborn as always, didn't listen.

Instead, he plunged downwards, riding his broom in a steep dive. His hair whipped around his face, his heart pounded in his chest. The ground rushed towards him at a breakneck speed. It was a dangerous move, possibly fatal, but Harry was past caring.

Severus followed, his heart lurching as he watched the reckless plunge. This was not going according to plan. He'd never intended for things to escalate to this point. The boy was beyond reason, lost to panic and fear. It was time to intervene further.

With a deft movement, Severus waved his wand, casting a cushioning charm beneath Harry. The boy was going too fast, his broom unsteady, and he wouldn't have time to pull up before crashing into the ground. Severus's spell would soften the inevitable impact.

Harry, his eyes shut tight in terror, braced himself for the collision. But instead of a bone-crushing impact, he felt a soft landing. His broom slid out from under him, and he rolled a few times before coming to a stop.

Harry lay there, dazed and disoriented, his breathing ragged. He was caught in the throes of a swirling chaos that had robbed him of the energy to move. His heart pounded against his chest, its rhythm echoing the fear coursing through his veins. But then, out of the corner of his blurry vision, he saw it — a shadow growing larger in the twilight sky. It was the foreboding figure drawing nearer with each passing moment.

Fear, like a jolt of electricity, coursed through his veins. Adrenaline surged, temporarily quelling his fatigue and pain, and with a newfound resolve, Harry pushed himself off the ground. He got to his feet, ignoring the aches and pains that screamed at him to stop. He didn't have the luxury to care about the belongings he had left scattered in the woods or where his broom had rolled off to. He had a singular goal — to put as much distance as possible between himself and Severus.

Stumbling, but determined, Harry sprinted away. He ignored the sharp stabs of pain shooting through his injured ankle, choosing to focus on the need to escape. His instinct to survive overpowered any rational thought, fueling his desperate dash through the open fields.

Severus had since touched ground and, much to Harry's dismay, was closing in. His towering figure cast an intimidating shadow that seemed to chase Harry, matching his desperate strides. Despite the sense of imminent capture growing stronger with each passing second, Harry didn't yield. His efforts were feeble, his steps faltering, yet he clung to the sliver of hope, attempting a final desperate sprint.

Inevitably, Severus caught up. With a swift and sure move, he enveloped Harry in his strong arms, pulling him against his chest in a firm, unwavering grip. Harry, trapped within the confines of his arms, writhed and struggled, a mixture of fear and frustration coursing through him.

Tears welled up in his eyes, blurring his vision as he desperately tried to free himself. The reality of his situation crashed into him like a tidal wave — he was caught. His attempts to escape had been futile. His sobs were desperate, each one echoing the unbearable ache of defeat and the lingering fear of what was to come.

"I can't go back!" Harry shouted, his voice hoarse and broken, as he continued to struggle in Severus's arms. "I just can't!"

For a moment, Severus was taken aback. He had expected defiance, even anger, but not this raw, unchecked terror. The fear radiating from the boy in his arms was palpable. It was more than just the fear of getting caught; it was a fear deeply ingrained, a fear of returning to something. Something that had pushed him to these desperate lengths. Severus couldn't comprehend it. The boy had a loving family, didn't he?

"Mr. Potter," Severus started, his voice surprisingly gentle for the stern man. Harry tried to wriggle out of his grasp, but Severus's grip only tightened. "Mr. Potter, calm down," he tried again, attempting to inject some soothing tone into his voice.

But Harry wasn't listening. He kept pulling away, his struggles becoming weaker as the initial adrenaline rush began to wear off. The boy was sobbing uncontrollably now, his face buried into Severus's robe. The scene was heartbreaking, enough to shake even the stoic Severus Snape.

Something wasn't right. Severus could see that now. He sighed, feeling a strange tug at his heart as he held the distraught boy closer. Harry's desperate plea echoed in his mind. 'I can't go back!' But where could he possibly not want to go back to? To Hogwarts? What had happened?

"The Dursleys..." Severus muttered under his breath. He remembered them from when Harry was a baby. The disdain they held for anything magical was no secret. Could it be possible that they treated Harry poorly? The idea was almost laughable. They were his family after all, weren't they?

Suddenly, everything clicked into place. The fear, the desperation, the insistence on not going back; it all pointed to one thing. Harry was afraid of his own family. The realization was a bitter pill to swallow. Severus had made assumptions about the boy's life based on his own prejudices, assumptions that had blinded him to the possibility of the boy's distress.

Swallowing hard, Severus adjusted his grip on Harry, pulling him away to look him in the eyes. Harry's face was streaked with tears, his emerald eyes wide and full of fear. Severus felt a lump forming in his throat as he looked at the terrified boy.

"Harry," Severus began, his voice barely above a whisper. "What's happened at the Dursleys?" His tone held an urgency, an intensity that demanded the truth. Harry blinked at him, looking surprised and then wary.

"They... They don't want me..." Harry mumbled, looking down. "They hate magic... They hate me."

Severus's heart clenched at the words. The boy had been living with a family that resented him, that didn't want him. And the worst part was, he had been sent there by the very people who were supposed to protect him.

Severus was not known for his empathy. Yet, as he held the weeping Harry Potter close, he found himself unconsciously making gentle, soothing circles on the boy's back. He was perplexed by this sudden surge of concern, the stirring of emotions he had kept hidden under layers of frosty indifference.

Gradually, the sobs that wracked Harry's body began to dwindle, his slender frame growing heavy in Severus' arms. He seemed so young, so lost. Severus wasn't sure if the boy had truly calmed down or was simply too exhausted to continue his futile struggle.

With a slow, almost hesitant motion, Severus gently pulled back, looking at Harry. He produced a handkerchief from his pocket, quickly dabbing away the tear tracks staining the boy's face. His voice, when he spoke, was surprisingly tender.

"Mr. Potter, do you think you can walk back to gather our belongings? Can I trust you not to make another break for it?" Severus inquired. He was genuinely concerned. If the boy's ankle was as bad as it looked, he needed medical attention.

Harry, still caught in his whirlwind of emotions, gave a slow, tired nod. His heart pounded in his chest as his mind grappled with conflicting emotions. Could he trust Snape, the man who he'd butted heads with countless times? The same man who had just held him while he cried out his pain and fear? Even the trust bred from their shared moment of vulnerability was shaky at best.

The moment Severus loosened his grip, Harry saw his chance. Fear propelling him forward, he tried to run yet again. The adrenaline that had masked his pain earlier had dissipated, and his injured ankle buckled under his weight. He braced himself for the harsh impact of the ground.

But the fall never came. In a swift, practiced motion, Severus caught him, preventing his fall. Harry found himself once again enveloped in the stern professor's arms, the gentleness of his hold conflicting with his usually cold demeanor. The unexpected tenderness struck Harry, and he could do nothing but look up at Severus, confusion. "Why? Why are you here?"

Severus held Harry's gaze, a softness in his eyes that Harry had never seen before. With one arm still securely wrapped around Harry's back, he slowly lowered the boy to the ground, careful not to aggravate the injured ankle further.

"Why wouldn't I be here, Mr. Potter?" Severus asked, holding the boy's gaze. There was a certain intensity in his voice, a seriousness that commanded Harry's attention.

"I know we've had our differences," Severus continued, his tone softening. "I acknowledge that I've been harsh on you. But you must understand, Harry, that you are important. You matter to your friends at Hogwarts, to your professors, and to the entire wizarding world."

Severus paused, as if unsure of the truth in his own words. "And whether you believe it or not," he added, his voice barely a whisper, betraying an unfamiliar vulnerability. For a man who cloaked himself in indifference and disdain, this was a significant shift. "You matter to me."

For a moment, all Harry could do was stare, stunned into silence. This was Snape. The man who seemed to take pleasure in tormenting him. Could he be sincere? A flutter of hope sparked in his chest. He blinked, tears welling up in his eyes again, but this time, they were not tears of fear or desperation. This time, the tears were of relief. Relief that he was not alone, that someone—someone unexpected—cared.

Slowly, Severus moved his hand to Harry's ankle. His touch was tentative, as though not quite sure how to handle such a delicate situation. A potion master he may be, but a healer he was not. His fingers lightly brushed over the swollen area. The touch was light, but Harry still hissed in pain. Severus frowned, his dark eyes filled with an unfamiliar concern. Was this another facet of the man he was yet to understand?

"I believe your ankle might be broken, Potter," he said, his voice matter-of-fact. His gaze softened slightly as he glanced at Harry, showing a rare, unexpected empathy. "We need to get you back to Hogwarts, to Madam Pomfrey."

At Severus's words, Harry's face drained of color. Fear returned to his eyes, making them shine with unshed tears. "No... not Hogwarts. I can't..." The very thought of returning to the castle filled him with dread. His eyes flitted around nervously as if he expected Albus Dumbledore to appear from nowhere. The burden of trust he'd momentarily placed on Snape seemed to weigh on him, his fear of returning to the Dursleys battling his newfound belief in Snape's concern.

"What are you afraid of, Potter?" Severus asked, his patience wearing thin. The fear in the boy's eyes was undeniable, but it made no sense. Hogwarts was a sanctuary, especially for a young wizard like Harry. His relatives, on the other hand...

"They'll send me back... to the Dursleys," Harry said in a broken whisper. His eyes flickered up to meet Severus's gaze. "I can't go back there, Professor. I... I just can't."

Severus's heart clenched uncomfortably. "Why, Potter?" He demanded, his voice sharp. He needed answers, and he needed them now. This was more than his relatives being unkind. "What's happening at the Dursleys' that has you so terrified?"

Harry's lower lip trembled as he struggled to hold back fresh tears. "I... I don't eat much there... and there's a cupboard... under the stairs..."

Severus froze. A cupboard? He remembered, distantly, a mention of a cupboard under the stairs in the beginning of the year. He hadn't thought of anything at the time, it had just been a passing comment. Surely they hadn't...

"They lock me in there," Harry finished quietly. "Sometimes for days..."

They had. A chill ran down Severus's spine. A cupboard? Starvation? He had always assumed the Dursleys had loved their nephew and had spoiled him rotten, but this... this was torture. It was the kind of horror he himself had lived through as a child, a bitter echo of his own past that he had fought to forget. Unbelievable.

"You will not be returning there. I assure you of that," Severus said firmly, meeting Harry's gaze with an intensity that dared him to challenge the statement.

"And... and Dumbledore...?" Harry's voice was hesitant as he continued, his eyes filled with a desperate plea. Those emerald green eyes, so reminiscent of Lily's, now held a raw fear and desperation that was heart-wrenching. "He said I had to go back."

A moment of silence stretched between them, marked only by the sound of the wind flowing through the trees. Severus swallowed, the taste of bile on his tongue. He had to reassure the boy, had to promise him safety, even if it was against his better judgement, against the carefully constructed barriers he had built around himself.

"No, Potter," he said at last, his voice firm and unyielding, yet a subtle undertone of compassion had somehow crept in. It was foreign, yet it was there. "I won't let him." And for the first time in many years, Severus Snape felt a genuine urge to protect someone else, to shield this child from the horrors that the world, it seemed, was intent on bestowing upon him.

Pausing for a moment, Severus acknowledged the gravity of his promise with a silent nod, the quiet understanding passing between them broken only by the hushed whispering of the wind outside. His focus then shifted to the physical reality of Harry's situation, his dark eyes settling on the boy's injured ankle.

Suddenly, with a swift wave of his wand, Severus conjured a splint around Harry's injured ankle. There was a sharp intake of breath from Harry as the makeshift support took hold, his knuckles turning white as he gripped onto Severus' robe for support. His pain-filled gaze locked with the Professor's, who merely nodded with a reassuring, "Steady, Potter."

Carefully, keeping a firm grip on the boy to ensure he didn't fall, Severus rose to his feet, bringing Harry up with him. He wasn't typically one for physical contact, but the circumstances called for it. Harry's face was deathly pale, beads of sweat standing out on his forehead as he tried to suppress the pain, and he looked so fragile that Severus had to swallow down a surge of protective anger.

"Lean on me," Severus instructed, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. As Harry hobbled alongside him, using Severus as a crutch, they began a slow, painful journey back to where they'd left their belongings.

Along the way, they came across Harry's scattered things. Severus stooped to pick them up, making sure to keep an arm securely around Harry, who was beginning to sag against him with exhaustion. His glasses were the last thing they found, lying discarded on the forest floor. Severus picked them up and, with a murmured spell, removed the grime and repaired a small crack in the frame before handing them back.

When they reached their belongings, Severus carefully lowered Harry to the ground, propping him against a tree. He quickly packed up the items into Harry's backpack with efficient, precise movements. Once everything was stowed away and both their brooms were in hand, Severus moved back to Harry, hoisting him back onto his feet.

"We have to go now, Potter," he said, his voice resolute. "Hold on, we're going to get you the help you need."

With that, Severus tightly gripped Harry's arm. His other hand clutched Harry's bag and their brooms. A firm nod at Harry and then he turned on the spot, disappearing with a soft 'pop' from the spot.

Side-along Apparition was not a pleasant experience, especially for someone as disoriented as Harry. The feeling of being squeezed through a tube, the disorienting swirl of color, the sensation of your stomach trying to escape through your mouth. But then, they were suddenly in a different place, the edge of the Forbidden Forest near Hogwarts Castle. The sudden change of scenery was jarring. Harry swayed on his feet, leaning heavily against Severus, who kept a steadying arm around him.

"Easy, Potter," Severus cautioned, guiding him to sit on a nearby stump. He knelt down in front of Harry, checking the splint he'd conjured earlier, making sure it was still in place. Satisfied, he stood and looked at Harry with an unreadable expression.

"We need to get to the hospital wing. Think you can make it?" Severus asked. Harry could only nod weakly, grimacing at the throbbing pain in his ankle. There was fear in his eyes, yes, but there was also a newfound determination, a spark of resilience that Severus couldn't help but admire.

"Alright, up you get then," Severus said, holding out his hand for Harry to take. As Harry leaned heavily against him, Severus felt an odd sensation. He was used to being alone, to handling things by himself. But now, helping this child, he felt an unexpected connection, a sense of responsibility he hadn't experienced before. He took a deep breath, letting out slowly, before they started their journey towards Hogwarts.

Despite the pain and exhaustion, Harry persevered, managing to reach the entrance of the castle in the middle of the night with Severus' assistance. As they traversed the grounds, Hogwarts emanated an eerie stillness, the customary commotion and hum of student activity swallowed by the midnight silence.

Finally, they arrived. Gently, as if handling a fragile piece of parchment, Severus eased Harry onto one of the beds, the linen crisp and cool beneath the boy's fingertips. With the immediate strain on his injured ankle relieved, Harry exhaled deeply, the sharp edges of pain softening into a dull throb.

"Madam Pomfrey," Severus called, his deep voice reverberating in the large room. No sooner had the words left his lips than the mediwitch appeared, the door swinging open with a soft creak.

Madam Pomfrey emerged, her usual calm demeanor momentarily replaced with wide-eyed concern as she took in Harry's battered state. Her spectacles slid down her nose as she rushed forward, hands already reaching out to examine the boy.

"What in Merlin's name happened?" she gasped, a tremor running through her voice.

Severus met her gaze steadily, his black eyes hard and unyielding. "A joyride on his broom," he replied, his voice as even as the surface of the Black Lake on a still day. "Took a tumble." His hand, until now resting on Harry's shoulder for reassurance, fell to his side as he stepped back, giving Madam Pomfrey the room she needed to work.

Madam Pomfrey wasted no time, her wand out as she began casting diagnostic charms over Harry's injury. The mediwitch had always been excellent at her job and was quick to stabilize the ankle before setting about healing the broken bone. While she was occupied with this task, Severus took the opportunity to sit in a nearby chair, watching the proceedings with a carefully neutral expression.

"Harry," Severus said quietly, his usually stern voice softening. The name felt strange on his tongue, almost too personal, but it caught the boy's attention immediately.

Harry turned his head, emerald eyes meeting the professor's intense gaze. Fear and confusion were etched onto his young face.

Once Madam Pomfrey is done with the initial treatment," Severus began, pausing momentarily to ensure he had Harry's full attention, "I would like her to perform a deeper diagnostic charm."

The suggestion hung in the air, leaving Harry to ponder its implications. Severus merely raised an eyebrow, his expression unreadable. Yet, within those dark, depthless eyes, there was a silent message of reassurance. The trust that had been budding within Harry solidified slightly. He offered a stiff nod in response, swallowing hard to clear the knot of fear in his throat.

Madam Pomfrey, having finished stabilizing Harry's ankle, looked up at the interaction. Her forehead crinkled in concern as she questioned Severus, "Is that necessary, Severus?" Her voice held the weight of a long day, yet there was a willingness to do whatever was needed for her patient.

"I believe it is," Severus responded, his gaze unwavering from Harry's face. His words held a gravity that confirmed the necessity of the proposed diagnostic charm.

There was a pause before Madam Pomfrey nodded, moving her wand over Harry in intricate patterns. The diagnostic charm revealed more than Severus had been prepared for. Despite having been at Hogwarts all year, Harry showed signs of malnutrition that were worrying. There were also scars, some old, some relatively new. It was a silent testament to the horrors he had experienced at the hands of the Dursleys.

A heavy silence filled the room as the implications of the scan sunk in. Severus's fists clenched involuntarily, anger bubbling up within him. This was not just neglect, this was outright abuse.

"And I presume these... are not all from his broom ride?" Madam Pomfrey asked, her voice a mere whisper as she glanced at Severus. The Potions Master gave a curt nod, his face a mask of cold fury.

"No," he admitted, his voice low and rough. "They're not."

The mediwitch looked taken aback, her brows furrowing deeply as she studied the results of the diagnostic charm. She swallowed hard, her own anger beginning to flicker in her eyes. She had been seeing to the children of Hogwarts for many years, had seen many injuries, some accidental, some not so. But this... this was something else entirely.

"Severus," she said, her voice steady despite the anger she was feeling. "These are signs of neglect, severe malnutrition... and abuse."

"I am well aware, Poppy," Severus responded curtly, his gaze fixated on Harry, who was staring back at him, wide-eyed and scared. The fear in Harry's eyes was not just from the physical pain he was in but from the revelation that his secret was out.

"I'll need to fetch some specific potions," Madam Pomfrey said, already starting to move. "Potions for nutrition primarily, but also a few to aid in fading old scars. And we need to have a look at those Muggle medical files that his previous school should have sent over. I need to understand what we're dealing with here and if anything will affect his growing magic."

She hurried off, leaving Severus alone with Harry.

"Harry," Severus began, his voice softer now. "The fear that you felt, being informed of your impending return to your...relatives. I acknowledge it." He hesitated, an unusual occurrence, before continuing. "However, next time you consider such a drastic measure as fleeing, I expect you to come to me first."

Harry looked down at the sheets, the weight of shame pulling him into silence. It was a relief, a cruel kind of relief, to finally have someone else know about the Dursleys, about the cupboard under the stairs, and about the belt that Uncle Vernon would sometimes use when he was particularly angry.

Severus reached over to Harry's discarded bag, pulling out the various items. It was clear that Harry had been planning this for a while. Food, clothes, books, a few items for magical defense, even a small tent charmed for maximum interior space.

"How long have you been planning this, Harry?" Severus asked, his voice level and calm.

Harry hesitated, his hands gripping the edge of the sheets. "Since Christmas," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. "I... I didn't want to go back there. I had hoped the Headmaster would let me stay here over the summer, but when he said no, that became my backup plan."

Severus closed his eyes for a moment, the magnitude of Harry's confession sinking in. Here was a child, a child who was supposed to be in the safety of his own home, planning an escape as if from a prison.

"I see," he said finally, opening his eyes to look at Harry. His expression was stern, but his eyes held a softness that Harry hadn't seen before. "This is a conversation we'll need to continue later, Harry. For now, you need to rest and recover."

Severus stood up, his robes rustling softly as he moved. There was a strange light in his eyes, a blend of concern and determination. Harry watched him as he crossed the room and stopped at the door, his hand hovering over the handle. He seemed lost in thought, contemplating something.

Finally, he turned around, his dark eyes locking onto Harry's green ones. "Harry," he said slowly, "where... where do you intend to go this summer, if you cannot stay at Hogwarts?"

The question hung in the air, fraught with tension. Harry swallowed, a knot of dread forming in his stomach. He didn't have a good answer to that question. His eyes flickered down to his hands, twisting nervously in his lap.

"I... I don't know, Professor," Harry admitted, his voice so quiet it was nearly drowned out by the distant hooting of an owl. "I hadn't really thought that far."

Severus was silent for a moment, studying the young wizard in front of him. When he finally spoke, his voice was softer, almost gentle. "Harry, I... I know I may not be the warmest person," he started, his face revealing a hint of discomfort. "And I am aware that we have had our...differences. But I cannot allow you to fend for yourself, especially after everything you've been through."

Harry looked up at him, surprise etched on his face. "What...what are you saying, Professor?"

Severus sighed, pushing a hand through his greasy hair. "I'm saying... if you're willing, you could stay with me over the summer. I have a two-bedroom flat in London. It's not much, but it's comfortable enough."

Harry stared at him, too stunned to respond. Severus Snape, the man who had been nothing but a thorn in his side since his first year at Hogwarts, was offering him a place to stay. It was the last thing he'd expected. But as he looked into Severus's eyes, he saw sincerity. He saw an offer of protection, an offer of a safe space.

He swallowed hard, nodding slowly. "I... I would appreciate that, Professor," Harry said, his voice choked with emotion. "Thank you."

With that, Severus turned to leave the room, a soft "You're welcome, Potter" floating back to Harry before the door closed behind him. And for the first time in a long time, Harry felt something akin to hope. Maybe, just maybe, things would get better.
The End.


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