I discuseed this chapter with my beta and she thought as well it would be better to "rush" it as you say and discribe it into memories then to write it all because I have no experience with it. You can get information from research, but it still isn't the same. So I rather do it this way then to make some (stupid) mistakes. 

Thanks for taking your time reviewing! 

I have no clue what it's like, expect from hwat I saw from movies and read in stories, and I always try to put myself in Harry's situation and think what I would feel and how I would react. But I'm not Harry. So it's very difficult, but in some way fun (I like writing/reading heavy emotions) to describe and write those parts. I don't want to over do it, nor do I want to take it "lightly" because it's not. And I think it's really great of you that you stopped and I think you need a lot of determination to stop (sorry if I'm irritating you or annoying you with saying this). I have a lot of respects for people who overcome their addiction. 

Thanks for taking the time to review.