I cant keep reading this. I very badly want to finish this story but this plot disturbs me so badly I can't.I have never had an eating disorder but i can understand these measures in people with severe disorders but I think that harry was completely justified in rejecting food that was drugged regardless of the intentions behind said drugs. I have literally sobbed the last two chapters because im so disturbed by Snape's justifications and thought process. Its sadistic and skewed so badly- it was necessary for harry to eat- but was it necessary to restrain him for hours or to only offer him unappetizing slush- which you, the auther, says is gross and unapealing The torture of the potion and the utimatums and even breakfast in this chapter. I am so upeset that even as I write this im crying and feel like i might vomit from emotional stress. I couldnt even finish this chapter AND I REALLY WANT TO but i cant. Its making me especially sick that harry is being gratuitous after such extreme manipulations and mismanagement.
i just cant and im sorry
I cant keep reading this. I very badly want to finish this story but this plot disturbs me so badly I can't.I have never had an eating disorder but i can understand these measures in people with severe disorders but I think that harry was completely justified in rejecting food that was drugged regardless of the intentions behind said drugs. I have literally sobbed the last two chapters because im so disturbed by Snape's justifications and thought process. Its sadistic and skewed so badly- it was necessary for harry to eat- but was it necessary to restrain him for hours or to only offer him unappetizing slush- which you, the auther, says is gross and unapealing The torture of the potion and the utimatums and even breakfast in this chapter. I am so upeset that even as I write this im crying and feel like i might vomit from emotional stress. I couldnt even finish this chapter AND I REALLY WANT TO but i cant. Its making me especially sick that harry is being gratuitous after such extreme manipulations and mismanagement.
i just cant and im sorry
Ok honestly I can't get through this story. I hope in the end all is sunshine but torturing a kid is never ok. You drug a child then wonder why he won't eat. Then you force feed him and leave him immobilized just because surprise surprise he can't calm down. Then a health care professional visits and thinks this behavior is somehow acceptable. You write well but if this behavior allows trust to develop I think it's more likely to be Stockholm syndrome.
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